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  • 我竟然謝絕了一個誘人的出遊....

    I am so not me....

    暈眩



    ( 高 雄 夢 時 代 摩 天 輪 的 絢 麗 聲 光 饗 宴 )

    (my status: recovering... hopefully)

  • I think I am experiencing a nervous breakdown.... I cannot live up to people's expectations and the stress is tearing me apart. I need something but I don't know what. I am not feeling well and I am not doing well. I don't like myself being in this condition. I wonder when I will be able to step out of this mess. Help.

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     Re-Visiting the A2 Library  &  One Evil Slice of Orange 
                                                                                                          

    After 11 years, I once again stepped inside the A2 Public Library...

    Similar yet different...


    (a secret garden, a seating area on the 2nd floor, & a sun-filled reading place on the 3rd floor)

    First of all, I don't think I've ever set foot on floors other than the 1st floor
    when I was there 11 years ago...

    since my long-living passion for children's/teenager's books
    always keeps me in a perfect beeline
    towards the kid sections of a library
    whenever I enter one.

    (Kids section, me wondering in the basement,

    an advertisement page in the Nov. 2008 issue of Architectural Digest
    ---weird... it's not even November yet!!---

    & a collection of borrow-able wall paintings and posters
    ---yes, you can borrow them and hang them up at you home!!

    Isn't that nice!)

    One major difference between the kids section of now and of then
    is that
    the kids that roam there now
    seem to be so capable of producing such a ruckus...


    How the time has changed the people and the place!

    Now there's even a small place to fulfill your needs when you are hungry!

    Not sure if this is a good change though...

    (the feeding area & an elegant stairway landscape)

    As I was sitting on one of the chairs in the feeding area,

    I came across this advertisement slogan in the out-too-soon Architectural Digest:

    " Can you have an impact by making none at all? "
    --- Toyota's zero emission vision.

    I thought it was quite cleverly phrased.

       

    x x x

    Then,

    after my 2-hr tour of the library,

    the so-far-perfect day ended quite abruptly

    as soon as the last slice of orange on the plate of my buffet lunch

    ran gleefully down my throat towards an exploding stomach...

    The result = an alarming16-hour (!!!) sleep

    after that slice of orange went promptly out of my stomach
    via the same way it came in....

    So much for not wanting to waste food...

    Yet another of my few unwitting buffet "eat-to-die" experiences...

    (Unwitting, since it looked all so innocent to begin with....)

    Now I totally believe that a camel could be killed by one single straw...

    To think I almost got killed by one slice of orange...

    It's good to be alive...

  • 語言學家 的 小孩.... 大概天天被拿來當實驗品 (而不自知)  XD

    我現在的語言學教授最喜歡說的一句話: "Kids eat that up."

    當然，小朋友都以為自己在玩, 在跟 初到地球的 外星人 (掌上玩偶) 介紹地球上的 講話 方式..... LOL.

  • Today, so far, is a pretty interesting day . . .

    First, I took 2 bottles of     water (instead of one) with me as I went out of the door in the morning... now one of them lies in a trash can...... 

    Then, I wondered about where my glasses went when my class finally started at 9:30 am........

    ( ( Absolutely no clue. ) )

    So yea...

    the class went well.

    Talked with professor.

    Then, I came back home at around 1pm...........

    I opened the door..... and......... something caught my eye....


    Hmmm... NOW, that orange looks different......???


    ahh~ so that's where my glasses went...
    (*bright lights, angels hum*)
    (and I smiled)
     


    If I may, please allow me to introduce to you:

    Mr. Orange Know-It-All, Jr.


    (Now, will you please give me back my glasses?)


    ...perhaps...
    ...all this work is finally getting to me...

  • 在電腦硬碟內找不著之前的申請資料，所以開始翻e-mail倒著時間看，
    好不容易找到了，卻又重新心痛一遍，
    那時候的不堅持，現在重重地砸下。
    如果我的心是玻璃作的，現在已經碎了一地。
    把自己再撿起來一遍，
    接下來，
    只跟自己說，
    I am not going to settle for anything less anymore.
    No, no more.

    有夢，追。


  • 壓力大      就會拿出那已經成為壓箱寶的幾首寶bi彈唱的歌

    安安靜靜地聽   任眼淚 撲 溯  溯    

    一種孤單時的無    聲狂吼

    假裝這樣可以聽不見自己內心的壓力在說話. . .


    好漫長的路. . .

    簡單的夢想  其實很不簡單. . .

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    Joyfulness

    ..... when it is to a certain degree, it is often times a thing that cannot be described by words.

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    最近因為平常要想的事情太多、接收的資訊太多，

    前幾天忽然發現自己走到學校圖書館內的 小朋友故事書 區。

    借了十本書回來，當休息時間的陪伴。

    翻了翻幾本，發現一個很妙的巧合：

    有幾本書寫到最後文字故事都講完了，而圖片卻還沒完，最後讓 "無字 勝 有字 "的這種意象來作結。

    像是其中一本書講到最後說王子跟公主會從此過著幸福快樂的日子的時候，圖片是還停留在前述之劇情的畫面。

    翻到最後一頁，沒有字了，但有一張圖 --- 王子跟公主的婚紗照，兩人甜蜜地微笑著。

    -----------"A picture says a thousand words," they say.

  • Sometimes I simply don't have a clue about what is going on inside your head, but I still love you. - bao to bao.

  • Going Off Script

     
      

        Going Off Script
       
        人生充滿了 "going off script" 的 moments

        像是

        我昨晚 病了  3 小時

        大概是我有史以來最簡短的生病

        It's a miracle.
      
        一開始以為只是太累了   去躺一下
         -  但一小時過後發現  發 燒 了  -  打電話給已經開始一天工作的男友說生病了
         -  才掛電話  就   哭 ， 因為很想男友 + 生病了很不舒服  -  繼續哭  
         -  擤鼻涕   -   喝熱開水  -  哭   -   擤鼻涕   - 廁所   -  喝開水  -   哭
         -  跟The Big Guy禱告說謝謝讓我男友跟我可以通上電話 + plus 請看顧我學業
         -  少哭了一點   -    擤鼻涕   -   擤鼻涕
         -  少擤鼻涕了些   -   
         -  再少些  -   
         -    -    -    -   -    -
         -   試著睡覺 -    -    -
         -    -    -   -     -
         -   -    -   忽然!!   忽然有個很奇妙的亮燈泡感覺  
         -  是真的嗎?  我不會覺得不舒服了?!!
         -  摸一下額頭   
         -  咦??  不熱呼呼的了?!!  
         -  @@
         -  整個精神都來了
         -  整個喜出望外
         -  喔耶  
         -  傳了個簡訊給男友   然後繼續睡覺
         -  睡得 好~香～
                                                                                                                                                          
         好個無法解釋的快速痊癒 ....

         It's definitely a miracle. :)