今天下午，嘴角有些重量，眉頭有點打結，淚腺沒有鎖緊，表情沒什麼變化，腦袋有點空蕩蕩，所以想起了這首歌，聽聽，或許會好些，或許，可以知道這些困境的出口，在哪個方向。

有些歌，在一些微妙的時刻，據有神奇的療癒效果。 這首，在這時刻，就有這種療效。 好歌，推薦。

加油!!! 孩子。

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出口

詞:徐佳瑩   曲:徐佳瑩

火車行到伊都阿末伊都丟　唉攸磅空內
磅空裡面的我啥咪攏不驚　因為有你欸期待

迴盪在心口的一字一句　暗夜中將我照亮 
那是最溫暖也最有力量的　你給的星光
 

黑夜　就算不知道出口是什麼模樣 
我會繼續的前往　掙脫了綑綁　主宰心裡頭的天光 
黑夜　就當不知道失敗會是怎樣的重量 
這小小的舞台　有我大大的夢想　還有你陪伴的目光 
看我不迷失方向　為你而閃爍的模樣 
為你而閃爍的模樣

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I know I have said stuff like this for who-knows-how-many times before, but....I'm still going to say it once again anyway.

..There are places where you have been there only for a short time, but the vivid impression of it stays with you for your entire life and keeps you longing for more opportunities to go back there.

Just saw the word, "Lander," today.. something clicked... and it all came pouring right back into my head.

喔耶! 得知這個世界上又增添了一對戀人。 開心！ Mood balanced back to normal. Thank God. Thank God.

耶~

MAN!! MAN!! MAN!! This sure is a crazy world! I'm going to try to not try to understand it.

好好顧好自己的生活、教學、生命，就好了。 週遭的是是非非，只當一陣風吹過，別伸手試著要抓住風。

這個亂，那個亂，什麼都可以亂，天底下還有什麼事情是可以讓人安心的?

有時候覺得，現在自己這麼用心在工作上，就只是為了要賺多一點錢，去退居山林。

為什麼不能就單純一點。 好好愛一個人。 好好跟三四五好友就是好友。 好好讓這個世界簡單些。

我的腦袋不適合去理解這個複雜的世界。 當機中。

It's hard to tell whether I got a life or not these days...

During slow days, I just sit in the office and chill (....well, and brainstorming about what/how to teach each class). 

During long days with classes lined up one after another, I rush in and out of the office just as if I am a performer trying to perform at too many locations in too short of a time.

In a way, I do have a life since I am doing something I like and my customers (my students) seem to be buying what I am selling.

From another perspective, I don't have a life since I am required to teach so many classes each week.  Four hundred something students to deal with each week.  Four hundred plus.  Geeeeez.